It seems that I have hard times putting my 100% in mor ethan three activities in a given period of time in life.
So, it´s beeing difficult to do my practices because I do not have the commitment in first place. In second place, I have a very heavy burden with one of the companies I work for. I do not want to be involved in any operations of a business. That would only change if business means helping.
So, because of confort and this negative feeling about taking a work that I did not wanted at all, and also working iwth coelagues who have completely different styles of doing thigs, I do not enjoy going to work.
I do know that I enjoy Yoga, Meditation, Satsangs, nature, sports, helping out, so I want to change my energy to that side. It´s been almost 5 years of not enjoying what I spend most of my mind and time thinking on. I have come to a conclusion. I will give up money by taking a time off work an turn my energies to the spiritual life and get involved as much as I feel like.
a- I will leave my work by end of Dec 2009.
b- I will keep my self involved in strategic desicions that can be dealt with in specific dates and times. No need for day to day. I will offer my support in board meetings and long distance works.
Focus on:
AOL
Yoga
Permaculture
Ayurveda
Sports: Golf, Tenis, Biking.
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